31st October 2006:

It's difficult to follow on from the last entry... some things seem so mundane... such as we are getting lots of things from Ikea and Jim's flat is looking quite cosy now.

Been reading and learning programming using Ruby. It's very easy to pick up and the book I am using is very easy to read.

The weather is turning cold now... the place where I am staying has some problems with the boiler... sometimes I take a hot water bottle to bed... brrrhhh!

7th October 2006:

Pedophiles
I have just realised how pedophiles work... they get to know their unsuspecting victim - normally a young girl who is inexperienced with her sexuality and then they befriend her...

Basically, they need a good picture of her face - smiling and sweet - it's v important to them to get this picture...

Then they try to have a relationship with this girl - they might appear very normal/ supportive of the problems this girl is having in her life at the moment...

Any evidence of 'love' they want as pictures etc... and because the girl loves and trusts the man she consents...

... then that's it... they have what they want and then post the pictures up on the internet together with the head shot - and then this is 'sold' to other pedophiles who look and want to fantasize about the girl (with the important picture of the headshot = sweet smiling face - they must get that - it's very easy to get as anyone would want to give a good picture to their new friend they meet online - thinking it would bring no harm...

... Another thing I noticed, that would be a progression of this is that though that girl might have got wise and stopped the relationship with that man - he now has an 'image/ package' he can 'sell' to other pedophiles and then they would buy sex from girls who are already in the power of these men as a continuation of their fantasies...

I am speaking to whoever reads these mails... It has got to be stopped... It is a violation. We must do more to help stop this happening to young girls.