January 2007




	14th January 2007: I had lots of things to write about but they only came to me whilst driving in my car - and so like always - they are now stale and not forthcoming... I recently got a DVD out to watch: Proof... It had one of my favourite actors in it: Anthony Hopkins, and also it had Gynweth Paltrow - who was good as usual playing a vulnerable and sometimes ugly to watch emotional character... the woman who played her sister was also very good - got the right balance between appearing warm but also a bit condescending without looking down on Paltrow's character... The film was interesting to watch and lifted my spirits a lot... We have a lot on at work and I am trying to now pysche myself up to the best way to go about doing it... I have been a bit ill and tired lately and so this weekend I have decided to not push it... and just be lazy... I sorted out a few things and now feel I have achieved something :-) 5th January 2007: I've been having slight headaches again lately... Yesterday evening I went swimming... I am quite unfit and thought I would only manage 8 lengths but I did 16... Exercise does help you put things into perspective... and look on the positive side of things more... I aim to take it up regularly now... or try to... got my sports bra and jogging shoes for running round the park in London... :-) I suppose I got to look after myself more and stop doing things/ stop getting pushed around by other people - and getting knocked off course by other people... this includes all people in my life and also unintentially - I suppose I am the only one who knows what I want in life... sometimes it's such a deep secret that I have problems recalling and remembering it myself - it always has to be put back into new words again each time I think about it... and then re-assessed... Things are going ok so far for me... I am doing ok... Some things prey on my mind but generally things are ok... I watched This Life +10 the other day and was happy to see the 'gang' again... And how strong the characters were in it - though I know perhaps it isn't 'Real Life' but it was interesting to watch... 3rd January 2007: HAPPY*NEW*YEAR*!